Oh dear. And this is just the beginning.
It has been 4 weeks since I last met up with JC besties,
3.5 weeks since I last spent a day with the boyfriend,
probably 3.5 weeks since I had a proper conversation with him too,
2 weeks since I spent time with dad,
and probably eons since I last had a social life.
Work is slowly eating into me. People say you only start to feel tired of work once you hit 30 but why am I beginning to feel exhausted even when I just started off? How long will it take for me to get used to shift work? Its been 4 months since I started work and I still perpetually feel exhausted after every shift! The patient flow isn’t helping either. I find myself being impatient with myself everyday- why can’t I work/learn/perform faster and better at work??!! I wanna do well and I wanna do good for others but I find myself stumbling all the time.
Just disappointed with myself.